Visions and Message given August 15th

(I have compiled at Our Lady's request all that has been given to me since June to the present)

June 24, 2005 Feast of the birth of St. John the Baptist

Friday at Betania:

After having received the Eucharist I am shown a huge wave with bodies in it; tsunami? Tidal wave? The information Monica ( young married woman who went to Betania three times) received in her dream comes to my heart. Monica had shared this dream with me in Miami.

In Monica’s dream, Marie Esperanza was asking the "Betania group" to pray! Help me pray!" Monica had seen bodies in the waves and Maria Esperanza and St. Padre Pio are standing at the edge of the ocean and they are also rebuking demonic spirits back into the ocean. This was given to her at the beginning of this year and in March I had occasion to talk to Father Dan. I shared this dream of Monica’s with him. I asked him what the casting of demons back into the sea by St. Padre Pio meant and he said that in biblical times it was understood that the demons lived under the sea. He reminded me of the story of Jesus casting the demons into a herd of swine who then jumped off the cliff into the sea.

So I asked the Lord if this vision that he was showing me was the same understanding.

I kept seeing this vision over and over and I began to pray against it. What I mean is I kept asking God for mercy through Maria’s and Our Lady’s intercession. I also started to ask the Lord "Where is this going to hit?" Then I was shown a bridge in a well known city and this bridge is swaying back and forth. I can see the wave begin to cover it at one end of the bridge.

Saturday, the 25th of June I was preparing for my talk in my room and on the 4th decade of the rosary I began to hear Our Lord. After testing Our Lord continues and says to me:

"I will break the backbone of pride in your country and they will know I am their God and their Creator."

I heard the above statement by the Lord over and over again. What can I do but pray?

I have had in my heart a continuing sense of urgency to pray for many, many souls who are in darkness and who will die in the days ahead, aside from prayer for the priests that is the request made by Our Lady to me, if I would suffer and pray for priests.

Today Our Lady asked me to compile all that has been given to me, which as you can see is not much and yet is SO much.

August 15th 2005 Feast of the Assumption

Blessed Virgin Mary calls me to write, and after testing She continues:

My daughter....my little sorrowfulrose. I have waited until this feast day to respond to your proclamations of love remembering 13 years ago my first call to you. Over these years you have grown in Gods grace, love and suffering.

I have obtained from the Father great grace of mercy because of the response from my children who, though are few, have risen to heroic degree through the many sufferings that have been permitted in these days as the Triumph of My Motherly Heart approaches nearer.

Nearer is the day when evil’s reign will rear its ugly head and attempt to devour those sealed with the Sign of the Cross;

Nearer is the day when the penetrating force and light of God will bring creation to a stop! And it will be according to the state of each persons soul, a moment that will be timeless, for some it will seem like eternity (itself); for others though short, it will be intense.

For such is God’s love that you have been given a sliver to share and it was as though you would die. My children cannot comprehend this love for it truly is something a soul will not fully understand until it rests IN this Love.

This love incarnate in the person of My Son Jesus has attempted to reveal to humanity the Great Love of the Father.

How many times, I have worked to bring to my children the message of love, of repentance and conversion? Yet to this day many have turned a deaf heart and ear to the words given by heaven.

Humanity can see the blows of the Father beginning to fall. Humanity can see the heartache and pain I had sought to alleviate if there had been response to the call for a change of heart.

My little sorrowfulrose tell my children that now they must be in the ark of the New Covenant...the ark of my Immaculate Heart! There is no time to waste. There is no time to occupy oneself with diversion that would take you away from the preparations of prayer and holiness. This does not mean that you are imbalanced. It means that UNLESS you pray.....it will go much worse for humanity.

See my children what is beginning to be seen in this land? Describe your vision.

Today in Holy Mass after I received the Eucharist, I was shown a map of the United States. However it seemed that the map of the United States was the top of a table with five legs, with the fifth leg in the middle, like the farmers table that I have. And where the middle leg was, that particular leg was broken....and I was given to understand that the legs of the United States would be broken. It seemed to be another way of saying what I understood in June when the Lord said that He would break the backbone of pride in this nation and I understand that to be the materialism and money. And the means to provide for ones basic needs.

Our Lady continues:

There is no place to run and hide. For the justice of the Father will wipe away all evil. There will be a battle like there has never been. And for this battle you have been prepared. You must live by the power and inspiration of the Holy Spirit. You must pray and receive strength and grace from the pilgrimages you have gone on and will complete in October. You must be ready for this battle by prayer!

The elitist powers are ready to converge on the areas of disaster’s, which will follow one upon another. I have spoken of this to you many times.

It will seem as if they are happening simultaneously. But remember my children, I am with you! I am the Queen of Victory and the Queen of Mercy! I have strategized my plan and efforts. Where those have failed because of human weakness, I have instituted contingency plans. Do not worry and do not fear!

The Eucharist will reign in the hearts of all mankind and in the world that has been totally cleansed and purified. Let common sense dictate to you in matters of material preparations. Then trust the rest to Divine Providence.

Watch for the signs and see....they have been given to you and to others.

Here I am reminded that I was shown again the vision of the ball of fire falling from heaven...and all the times Our Lady and Our Lord have said that this will accompany the illumination of conscience, or the Warning that has been told to me would come at a time of chaos and confusion.

Our Lady continues:

There is a great grace that will come to humanity in the midst of all the terror, trials and sufferings. So you see my children why I ask you to remain vigilant in prayer? Much depends on your spiritual prayers and preparations.

The wounded heart of My Son Jesus cries in His humanity for the state of his priesthood. But even now there are young men and old men given to the ministerial priesthood whose hearts are crying out to God for renewal! They go about the business of God as well as they can in a response to His Call on their lives. And they suffer too. They are alone, abandoned, rejected, despised, banned, but through it all My Son is with them and I too embrace them and lead them.

Let my children know that the cries of sufferings and heartaches are always heard. Let my children know that God is moving in a way that you cannot comprehend. Let my children know that an end to this evil age approaches and with it the last efforts of the evil one to destroy all holiness and good. Be of sound mind and strong heart because you live in the Will of God!

Be at peace my little sorrowfulrose as answer to your prayers come too!

I bless you and all who believe!

SJ: AMEN.

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Note:

I will close by repeating what I say almost every time I send something out.

DO NOT BE AFRAID! GOD IS IN CONTROL! As Our Lady said in the message your sufferings are not un-noticed, they are NECESSARY for her to continue to work on our behalf.

I have come to the point of realization that no matter what comes at me, I am powerless to do anything about it if I do not release it all to God and Our Lady. There have been many life experiences he has permitted me to go through that have taken me through the stages a soul goes through to get to the point of being NOTHING and letting God be EVERYTHING through me.

When I am forced to release the one thing I fear most, I am amazed at how wonderfully freeing it is! And this has been through the many "one things" that the Lord has permitted me to go through.

I depend on God for everything because He IS everything. Our Lady asked for this work and as I have surrendered it over for the glory of God and to assist in this Triumph of the Immaculate Heart of Mary, they provide for all my needs. They do it through the many of you who have been touched in one way or another and send love offerings, mass cards, lovely cards, emails, and letters to me.

If I have overlooked you, I take this opportunity now to say THANK YOU! You are ALWAYS remembered in my prayers, masses and rosaries. One thing I did for the month of August is to pray a novena for all of my cyberspace brothers and sisters; for all of your needs. I prayed another novena for all my financial benefactors which though are not many, get me through month to month in a very big way.

I have no set stipend, for whenever I go, I go willingly, lovingly and totally dependant on the blessings of God that come through the hearts of people. And you cannot out give God!

So once again I say thank you as I continue to go forward knowing that you all are feeling the weight of the times too. But I leave you with Father Corapi's line that I heard the latter part of July in Merced.

He was talking about how he was a boxer and his father used to spur him on even when he felt like quitting.

He said he could hear his father telling him, "DON'T YOU QUIT ON ME! IF YOU GO DOWN LET IT BE BECAUSE YOU GOT HIT, NOT BECAUSE YOU QUIT. GET UP! GET UP AND KEEP ON GOING UNTIL ITS OVER!

That is good advice for all of us!

Remember to keep praying for our priests and religious; for the church and for the world; for those serving in the military, for the dying; and for those victims of natural disasters, most recently here in the states. May God have mercy on all of us.

Until next time,

Love in the Two Hearts,

Sadie