Messages from 1999

SJ: Early this morning in prayer, I began to hear the voice I recognize to be that of Our Father saying:

I AM the Father of Love (Jesus). My Son and My Spirit give testimony to ME. I WAS, I AM, I WILL ALWAYS BE, and Praises are given to the Trinity!

My daughter, see what Love your Father in Heaven has tenderly given my creation, n bestowing to it My Only Begotten Son, and pouring upon (humanity) My Spirit, who purifies and empowers My adopted sons and daughters to accomplish My Will! My Will IS HOLY and desires that ALL should become Holy. I have also given the Queen of Heaven, and Her example of Her "fiat" was given for all to follow.

I WHO AM THE GREAT I AM, I AM APPROCHABLE! With great joy, I lavish (graces and love) on my children who love Me.

However, as you look all around my creation, humanity has become pagan again and fallen to levels of degradation never before known! I hear the cries of the faithful and long to gather you all in my arms. You have risen to the call placed on your life and I am well pleased in you. Your cries and prayers I hear and answer. There is no guile in you.

YOU WILL PASS THROUGH THE TRILE OF FIRE; THE FIRE OF MY LOVE; THE FIRE OF MY JUSTICE; THE FIRE OF MY PURIFICATION!

The Fire of My Purification is the fire that will descend from the heavens and purify and cleanse the earth to prepare for the Time of Peace!It will cover the world with blackness, but those who believe will be prepared (the 3 Days of Darkness)!

Thus, Mankind will be purified! The Church that extends My Life of Grace will be purified! The world will be purified, cleansed from the stench of sin and bloodshed of the innocents!

Prayer has been your power and my weakness: for many have tired and fallen away; for many who have disbelieved; for many who have tried to destroy (projects, discredit authentic apparitions, etc.)! NOW WILL THEIR MOMENT OF DECISION COME! THE HOUR OF DECISION IS COME!

The heel that crushes has been formed and you will fight with the Queen, with my angels alongside! You have prayed with others and I have answered through the Queen of Heaven's intercession! You have prayed that My Justice pass quickly over My people, so I have extended The Time of Mercy and shortened the Time of My Wrath!

No longer will my children be left without shepherds to lead (them); no longer will the Church block the flow of grace; no longer will they betray My Son! The Vicar of My Son (Pope John Paul II) will give his immolation with many more to follow!

The time of witness to the TRUTH will greatly intensify and increase! For this reason, this year will take you to many places where you will speak. My Will is accomplished in you and all that has been spoken of ill come to pass. Live every minute of your day aware of My Great Love for you, and in turn LOVE all that are placed before you!

I was awakened hearing words as clearly as if another person was present to me and speaking. They were clear and I could not mistake them as coming from anyone other than the Holy Spirit. As I was just thinking in my mind about rebuking He answered me I am the Spirit of the Living God and I Praise God the Father of Love, and His Love (Jesus) for their great love.

HOLY SPIRIT: I the SPIRIT OF THE LIVING GOD have come to tell you the Father of Love has heard the prayers that have risen in His Name! (the novena we have been praying to God the Father)

In order for you to more fully receive the gifts to be conferred upon you , I ask you for 30 days prayer to Me, The Holy Spirit. The Father of Love prepares to send the FIRE OF HIS LOVE to change forever mans hearts, His Church, your country and the world.

I have come to reassure you and tell you of Gods Great Love for you and all who believe. You who call yourself the "most despised," have touched the Throne of Grace for your great faith.

All these, flames of Love (believers who are praying) have by PRAYER, LIFE AND DEEDS, risen to great degrees of Love, so this Trial of Fire will reap the greatest harvest of souls!

There are many who wrestle with God and show little faith. But even these are loved by God.

You cannot understand what comes with your mind, but only with your heart. Do not worry about finances, your father, your family, or any of those things the tempter has been allowed to use against you. (This is for all believers who are going through any kind of trial).

All that has been asked of you will be accomplished. Thus, the preparation must be made through this 30 Days of Prayer.

Do not fear anything you see, or hear, for this comes to the world as part of the Trial of Fire proclaimed to you by the Father of Love.

Those who have faithfully prayed to the Father have etched themselves in His Heart never to be erased, for He is a Loving Father eager to show Love to those who come to Him in prayer. (Again, this is for those who are praying wholeheartedly and have converted totally in their hearts).

I breathe on you and whisper to you the secrets of God; I fill you with HIS LOVE and obtain blessings (for you and all who believe)!

I believe with all my heart that the Holy Spirit wants us to be as ready as possible for the great outpouring of grace in the Warning. This is why He has come to ask me to pray 30 days to Him. I am starting these 30 days of prayer today, the Feast of St. Thomas of Aquinas. I am including a copy of the prayer I was given several years ago, by a beloved priest friend of all of ours. I invite all of you to start whenever you receive notice of this, and begin your own personal 30 days of prayer to the Holy Spirit.

May we all see very soon, the fulfillment of the promises of Our Lady and Our Lord. The Triumph of the Two Hearts, and the Era of Peace!

I encourage all of you to remain expectant and joyful! We are living in a most wonderful and awesome time. A time for all of us to respond to the Holy Fathers invitation to be the apostles of these latter days, and be ready to evangelize!

At various times throughout this last month I have been shown the following visions. Today I am instructed to write what I have been shown.

First, I am shown four horses. Their riders are not distinguishable by me. One horse is white, one red, one black, and one is a color I cannot make out, but is rather pale. Then Our Lord directed me to The Book of Revelation, Chapter 6. Therein lies the meaning of these horses.

I am also shown 7 angels holding bowls. In these bowls, I see something that looks to me like red-hot charcoal. I am reminded of a vision that was shown to me February 3, 1993. I was shown these same seven angels and I KNOW that what they hold is the Justice of God. Read Revelation
15:1-8.

I am also shown a heart that I recognize to be the Sacred Heart of Jesus. From this Sacred Heart comes forth a cross and Jesus is hanging on the Cross.

I am also shown Jesus on the Cross at Calvary, with an ocean of people gathered at its foot. Jesus is also standing to the left of the Cross and pointing His arm to direct me to gaze at this vision, as if He wanted me to see this mass of people extending as far as I could see.

I would also like to share that I have been going through a particularly difficult time in my prayer life, a time that seems to me so dry. I do not feel anything when I pray, but I pray because I KNOW it is what God wants me to do. I share this, for I would like you to know that this comes to all of us. Many who have gone on before us struggled in this same way. Please do not give up. Please continue to pray. That is all I can share. Persevere! This is a VIRTUE.

JESUS: Daughter of My Sacred Heart, I WHO AM, PRAISE THE FATHER AND THE SPIRIT, AND I WHO AM, RECEIVE THE PRAISES OF MY PEOPLE!

My mother's little sorrowful rose, my Mother who is the Mother of Mercy, now extends to humanity this time of Mercy. We (The Trinity) have not refused Her constant requests for Mercy. What I tell you now, I ask you to convey to my body (of believers):

BECAUSE YOU HAVE PRAYED, Mercy has been extended!
BECAUSE YOU HAVE PRAYED, Justice has been shortened!
BECAUSE YOU HAVE PRAYED, souls loved by Me, but destined for hell have been saved!
BECAUSE YOU HAVE PRAYED, my signs are given to the body, and are recognizable to THOSE WHO ARE PRAYING!
BECAUSE YOU HAVE PRAYED, SECRETS WILL BE REVEALED, SECRETS WILL BE COMPLETED!
BECAUSE YOU HAVE PRAYED, my brothers (the priests) though they should be condemned, will be saved!
BECAUSE YOU HAVE PRAYED, my Vicar, JOHN PAUL II is strengthened to fulfill the Divine Will of God!

I say to my body now: I will invade the interior of your heart and soul, just as I kept in the interior of My Sacred Heart the knowledge and sorrow of the ultimate purpose of my Life: to be born of a Woman, to live in poverty and humility, and fulfill the LOVE OF THE FATHER; to suffer and die for a humanity that would not all accept this great sacrifice of Love! I held this in My Sacred Heart and this caused me the greatest anguish. THE FULFILLMENT OF CALVARY COMES TO HUMANITY!
DIVINELY, HUMANITY SHALL SEE, AND LAMENT OVER WHAT THEY SHALL SEE!

My Mother, who is the Mother of Mercy, weeps for this time to come to humanity. As a TRUE MOTHER OF LOVE she, united to the sorrows of my Soul, desires the salvation of all her children.

Many times over you have been told of that which is to come. See what I have shown you in the fields of the harvest! They are ripe for the reaping! And I will bring to life those who have been dead in their sins. I will bring life, fervor, and the fire of my Love to those who love me now. Together, we will work and labor in this field of souls. The holy and just wrath of God your Father and my Father, comes to purify for his Time. The Spirit comes to fill, again, the body with the
gifts of his Love. NOT ONE SOUL WILL BE LEFT WITHOUT RECOURSE TO MY MERCY! What they choose to do, is left to their free wills. But because you have prayed, many that would have still rejected Me will be saved! This is a great gift! Your tears, your sufferings, bodily and
emotional, have been gathered tenderly by your Mother. Daily She presents them to the Father of Love. Daily her requests are answered.

Because the time for the enemy to rear his power and ugly head has come, now divinely, remember my children that it is the Power of God that will triumph! You will see the Era of Peace come through the Triumph of the Two Hearts! That which has been shown to you is the fulfillment of many prophecies given not only to you, but also to many of my instruments risen all around the world. The idols of man shall, in an instant, come crashing down!

That which man has created for deception will be caused to be seen by the many who will receive the grace of LIGHT. I AM LIGHT. I AM TRUTH. I AM THE WAY, WHICH YOU SHOULD FOLLOW!

Cosmic blows to the earth come! Hearts will faint for what they shall see! But those who pass through my Fire will be strong, and (fulfill) the purpose of my Heart, Sacred, and Broken: my Spouse, THE CHURCH! Enemies will be defeated! Splendor will be restored, and indeed
surpassed!

Mankind will be reconciled and restored to the Author of Life: God the Father! Through the Eucharistic Reign of my Sacred Heart, the Spirit will bestow His gifts to the hearts of mankind! Peace will be restored! God's WILL, will be done here on the Earth as it has always been done in
Heaven!

Yes, you wonder at the less frequent receiving of these messages. I tell you: The silence in Heaven is over, and now you my people will pass through the great trial. My instruments are silenced, and words spoken long ago come to pass. What I will show you in the days ahead will help
you to help others. Though you will not be able to distribute them as you have done up to now, the purpose of your call and mission will be fulfilled. You know what this means. I am with you unto the end.

For the other projects, have not you been told obstacles would be removed, and hearts would be touched? Your prayers have reached the throne of Grace! And this too will rise, here and in many other places. My children will be greatly consoled, and graces will be received.
Continue as you have. This will move in a way that is swift and complete!

(Our Lord refers here to the Cross of Peace Apostolate in Santa Maria, which I had been wondering whether He would address. He also addressed my thoughts about the messages coming less and less frequently. This cross is a material cross made out of Purple Heart wood. But there will
be illuminated crosses that will rise in other parts of the world that will interiorly call many people to gather there to get through this difficult time).

My sentinel let my words go forth! With my Mother, I bless you and all who believe!

My dear brothers and sisters in the Lord Jesus Christ:

I greet you all in the name of Our Savior Jesus Christ and of His Mother, Mary, Queen and Advocate of all Graces!

What follows is an account of the last five or six weeks. From April 23 through the 30, I took the children and spoke to Canadian groups in Saskatoon, Dysart, Zenon Park, and Prince Albert. Then we made a pilgrimage with friends in Jesus and Mary to Garabandal and Lourdes from May 4 to 21, returning in time to attend the Eucharistic Conference, May 22 and 23, in Paso Robles, California. What a whirlwind of activity! I pray now that the Holy Spirit will enlighten me to share accurately with you what I saw and heard.

April 24, SASKATOON. I am tremendously blessed to have the opportunity to speak in the Church of the Canadian Martyrs. Father Maurice, so gracious in opening the doors of his parish, offers the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass after we pray the Rosary. Unbeknownst to me, Ukrainian Bishop, Basil Filevich, is present and listening. After the talk, and a question and answer period, Bishop Basil makes a very kind statement for which I give Praise, Honor and Glory to God, and His Queen, Our Mother Mary! Sunday, April 25, I speak again at the Church of the Canadian Martyrs, and then am driven to the town of Dysart and welcomed by the Catholic community.

April 26, DYSART. In the morning I experience a demonic attack. The demon holds a black skull filled with blood and tries to reach me. Praise God, Our Lady had shown me the power of rebuking satan in the name of Jesus! The rest of that morning and afternoon my head feels like it will explode. The suffering was intense, and I didn't feel I would be able to speak that evening. As I lay in pain and prayer, I offered it up for Our Lord's and Our Lady's intentions, but especially for priests. It was during this time that, as C. played "Ave Maria" on the piano, Mother Mary appeared as Our Lady of the Miraculous Medal. In the vision she lifts a crown of thorns from my head, and replaces it with a crown of roses. As has happened before, I fell asleep, and when I awoke the pain had been lifted so that I could give the talk as scheduled. Praise be to Jesus and Mary! Most of the people in attendance were not from the town, but had driven some distance to be there. The following morning my hosts drive me halfway to the next town, Zenon Park.

April 27, ZENON PARK. Father Charles Charest picks me up and once in Zenon Park, opens his parish, Our Lady of the Nativity, where I speak once in the afternoon, and again later that evening. Father leaves me with my hosts for that particular evening. Next day Father Charest drives me halfway to Prince Albert, or PA as they say in Canada.

April 28, PRINCE ALBERT. Again, I am graciously hosted, and in the evening speak to the Catholic community at the Thrift Lodge. I meet Msgr. Leblanc after the talk, and then am met by the hosts who will drive me back to Saskatoon.

April 29, 1999, SASKATOON. In preparation for my talk later that evening at the Knights of Columbus Hall, I attend Holy Mass at the Cathedral of St. Paul. It is there that I experience a word from the Lord and see a vision. Over this celebrant's head I can see a cross as he celebrates Holy Mass. This priest reveals his great reverence in offering up this most awesome miracle, and especially when he pronounces the words that consecrate the bread and wine to become JESUS! During my thanksgiving, after receiving Holy Communion, I hear the Lord, and I test.

JESUS: "See this beloved brother of mine, how greatly I am consoled and loved by him. So few are they (PRIESTS) who console my wounded heart." At the end of Holy Mass we stay to pray the Rosary. During the fourth decade of the Joyful Mysteries, I begin to see the following vision. I tested and this is what followed:

JESUS: "I AM THE GREAT SHEPHERD. You know my voice, my sheep follow Me! Praises are sung to the GREAT I AM!"

VISION: I see Jesus walking some distance before me, and he is walking very fast. His hair is blowing in the wind because of the speed of His walk. I am following Him and by my peripheral vision I can see that there are others walking to the sides of me and behind me. Then He quickly stops and turns and looks directly at me and is pointing to me. He then turns and points to the heavens and in the sky there is an illuminated cross. To the left of the cross there is a clock. Both hands are at the twelve o'clock hour. Jesus says to me:

JESUS: "Behold the time draws near! Behold the time draws near! Behold the time draws near! I have come to ask you to tell my children: 'I come to say to those who are strong, BE STRONGER STILL and to those who are weak, BE STRONG IN ME!'"

Next day, Friday, April 30, we say our good-byes to the wonderful people who hosted us and return to Santa Maria, California to repack for the pilgrimage to Garabandal, Spain. On Monday morning, May 4, we begin the long grueling flight from Los Angeles to Madrid. We reach Garabandal by a picturesque six hour drive into the Cantabrian Mountains of northern Spain. In preparation for this very special pilgrimage I began a Rosary novena that I entrusted to Padre Pio to honor his beatification on May 2. My novena was to end on the Feast of the Ascension, May 13. Since we were staying at an inn near Saint Sebastian Church in Garabandal, we could see numerous groups of pilgrims arriving, some accompanied by priests. We were graced to attend the Holy Mass, and exposition, adoration and Benediction of the Blessed Sacrament celebrated by these pilgrim priests with extraordinary fervor and reverence. Oh how wonderful God is! I felt like a sponge trying to absorb all that God provided for me there.

During my stay at the inn, I helped translate for some of the pilgrims in the religious articles store, which was downstairs. It was there that I had the privilege to meet some of the religious who are in new orders. If I can say anything, it is that GOD IS WORKING AND MOVING IN THE HEARTS OF THE RELIGIOUS WHO ARE BEING RAISED UP TO TAKE THE CHURCH OVER THE THRESHOLD, INTO THE NEW ERA! These are religious who love Our Lord and Our Lady, and who truly believe in the REAL PRESENCE of Jesus in the Blessed Sacrament! I saw that the more this truth is denied, the more God works by means of your and my prayers, sufferings, trials, and sacrifices!

On the day I completed my novena, I had the grace to be blessed by a wonderful pilgrim priest. At the age of 16 he had been told by Padre Pio that he would be a priest. He had a stole that had belonged to Padre Pio and as he blessed me I smelled a most wonderful fragrance! I thought, "Can I receive any more graces?" Later that evening, as I was in prayer, the phrase came to me, "Can you not watch just one hour with Me?" So I planned on joining others in a prayer vigil for the Feast of the Ascension up in the pines above the village. That was where our Blessed Mother had appeared so many times to the children (Conchita, Jacinta, Mary Loli and Mary Cruz) between 1961 and 1965. I had planned on being there from midnight until three o'clock in the morning. Once at the pines, my children fell asleep. It became damper and colder, so when a couple went down at 2 o'clock in the morning, I took the children down and prayed the last hour in our room. But a wonderful nun, Sister Bernadette, gave us all a wonderful witness by consoling Christ there from about 8:30 p.m. Wednesday evening until 6:00 a.m. Ascension Thursday morning!

May 13, Feast of the Ascension, GARABANDAL. For the Feast of the Ascension, Bishop Roman Danylak, a Ukrainian Rite Catholic bishop, was offering the Holy Mass with four concelebrating priests, and it was wonderful! Again I asked, "What more can you give me Lord?" Thursday evening we went up to the pines and joined many people from all over the world, including a group from the Franciscan University of Stubenville, Ohio. It was just wonderful. As we were in the pines praying the Rosary about 8:30 p.m., there was suddenly thunder! This was not ordinary thunder, but like thunder that might have accompanied God's conversations with Moses! To the right of us there was a cloud of fog or smoke, or something that looked like that, rolling toward us until it reached a certain point and rolled back, all the while accompanied by thunder. Some others who were there also saw the cloud and heard the thunder. This was not a private vision! We were in the presence of God and Our Lady, and we received a multitude of graces. Over and over I heard from the others who were there that they had not intended to go to Garabandal. Just like me, many of the other pilgrims felt like they had been called there.

Friday, May 14, LOURDES. We left next day in the early morning drizzle on an unplanned trip to Lourdes. It turned out wonderfully, even though our bus driver missed a turn and it took us an additional six hours to get to Lourdes! All of us were so engrossed in prayer and conversation that we hardly noticed, and were content to offer it up. At Lourdes we saw many of the same people who had been in Garabandal. I attended Holy Mass in the side Chapel of St. Michael the Archangel, in which he is honored by a magnificent statue. St. Michael the Archangel is Guardian of Holy Mother Church and we call on him, as well as our Guardian Angels, to protect us!

May 18, GARABANDAL. Four days later, after returning to Garabandal, I began to receive the following message. I was in the religious articles store below our room admiring a statue of Christ the Redeemer, with His hands bound, that is known to the Trinitarians, of which I am a member of the Third Order. It moved me and I prayed in my heart: "Lord, it is beautiful, I want it. I don't have to have it, but I want it. But your will be done." I then went upstairs to our room and after a little while felt led to go back downstairs and buy it. About noon, after returning to our room with the statue, I began to hear the voice of the Blessed Mother. As always, I test and rebuke in the Name of Jesus. I am answered as follows:

MARY: I, my little sorrowful rose, am your Mother of Sorrows, giving the world flesh of my flesh, the Only Begotten of God, the Word made flesh: JESUS! Lift up your hearts and heads, My Son comes in Glory! The songs of praise rise incessantly to the Glory of the Trinity! I address your thoughts in regards to the infrequent timing now of my words to you. Through your mission you reach many who, from the beginning (of your mission), I told you I would bring to you. Thus I announce to you: The grave events foretold loom on the horizon and the hour of decision is come! My sorrows are consoled in the hearts of those who live my words of request to humanity! To you and to many others who live this Love, you have been given many graces needed for the days ahead. To bring you here to meet and know those whom have been put in your path. (Our Lady speaks here of the people, priests and bishop I met while in Garabandal). You my children must lift one another in prayer, for the trial of suffering increases to the point of indescribable heights. The hour of Gods Justice arrives for humanity. I encourage one and all to hold fast to the Two Hearts, for there you will find guidance and protection. The Glory of the Lord will visit his people. Those who stand steadfast and firm hold onto this hope. I leave you now, for my Son will speak to you.

JESUS: "Daughter of my Father's Love! I AM your Love! This I tell you to say to your director: 'In this statue, you see once again they have bound my hands. Through your consecrated hands and love you must work to renew the church of my Sacred Heart! Did I not shed every drop of blood? And did not every drop of water flow from my wounded Heart for this Love to be bestowed to humanity? I do not ask for conformity. I ask for the Spirit of Love to renew my Church. This ignorant child of God's has been taken from the darkness into my light. I have used her heart and her tears, her fiat to save many of your brothers and mine. Now I ask you, in whose heart you have bid me to enter, Renew my Church, not to conformity, but to heights of sacredness long forgotten! If you give me your acquiescence, my Spirit, my power, will move through you and I will bless your work and efforts. But as to suffering? I ask you to bind your suffering to My Heart that your suffering will be lost in Mine. There is a New Age dawning and the Fire of Purification will rage as a fire ignited from one end of the Earth to the other! It is the New Era I call you to prepare for, that holiness will rise and flourish to heights long forgotten. Search My Heart and My Spirit will light the way! There is a foundation already laid. I wait for your answer. Do not fear for My Mother and I will walk with you. I want all to see my ministers called to service and a life of holiness. Unbind my hands, to live a life of service through your hands. My enemies, it would seem, appear to have triumphed, for my sacramental love is being subverted and kept from my people. Unbind my hands! Let Me live through the indelible sign of your vocation. Read this book (To My Priests by Concepcion Cabrera De Armida) and I will unlock the desires of My Sacred Heart! Unbind My hands! (Here Our Lord leads me to holy scripture: 1 Corinthians 4:1), Let a man so account us, as servants of Christ and stewards of the mysteries of God. In My Heart I have placed your heart and My Mother. She who is Advocate of mankind, Co-redeemer with Me, Treasurer and Mediatrix of all graces will freely dispense the graces needed here.'"

JESUS: "Did you hear the thunder and see the appearance of a cloud coming towards all up at the pines (in Garabandal)? In the inner heart of those living intimately with the Two Hearts the thunder of God's Justice was heard. And the Glory of God will fall and be left as a sign for all who live that God has spoken and delivered up to His Justice those who would not listen. In this time of retreat into my Love you are going to return to work still in My harvest. Many more will come to all places of Holy sites, for as the signs of confusion rise some will know their hour of decision and retreat to Holy places. You have stood in the company of future saints and martyrs. Thus you see that I who AM, will that my Mother be recognized and be given the fullness of God's power through the proclamation of the dogma. You will see it, and with it will come the hour of darkness in the sanctuaries of the church. Describe your vision."

VISION: At various times during my stay in Garabandal, I have been shown in a vision the sanctuary light in a church go out. The sanctuary remains dark. Now go, prepare your heart for the reception of your creator. More will be given later. (At this point I leave to prepare for Holy Mass). Here the message in Garabandal ends.

May 21, RETURNING HOME. On the way home, as I am praying on the plane, I hear Jesus speak to me. I test and receive the following message:

JESUS: "You will not be home a fortnight before prophesied events begin to be realized. Now, I tell you my daughter, that what comes for humanity will be accomplished for the greater Glory of God through the hearts of the little and the lowly. That the time of all times is upon mankind, but they have eyes and do not see, and ears and do not hear. For they have stony hearts and will not open their hearts to the lover of their soul and their Savior. Stiff necked are my people, but the greater sin falls to my shepherds who have neither believed, nor converted. Few are they, and mind you, I do know who they are, who try by their actions to show their love for Me. Woe to you, who are neither saved nor allow others to be saved! Woe to you, you will stand in judgement and then you will tremble and know the Truth, that now you deny! Woe to you! This is why I walk swiftly now, to show you that the time of Mercy ends and Justice begins! Many have anxiously waited for new words and they do not understand that all that needs to be said has been said. Now the living out and the fulfillment of our words will come swiftly to pass. Be encouraged and joyful, for if you are bound to the Two Hearts, you will know peace in chaos, joy through sorrows, courage in time of terror, in all you will feel the presence of My Mother and Myself, whose love knows no bounds! I who AM the Lover of souls, call you still, to work in this harvest, your strength will be my strength, your words will be my words, until I call you to my bosom! Tell my children: 'Do not fear!' I come swiftly to establish a new era, a new reign through my Eucharistic Heart and the Immaculate Heart of Mary, My Mother! Pray still for my brothers the priests! They do not know what awaits them". Peace my daughter, to you and to all who believe.

I am awakened with a severe headache. As I lay in bed offering up the pain and trying to pray, I begin to see a vision. In this vision I see a ball of fire with a tail. I see it hit a surface. I have been shown this ball of fire before. But always it is hurtling through the darkness of space. This time I see it HIT a surface. I DO NOT know what this surface is. With impact there is an explosion and a tremendous light. I understand these to be the cosmic signs that will accompany the illumination of conscience.

Then as I continue to lie there I begin to hear Our Lady asking me to write. I test what I am beginning to hear according to scripture.

MARY: "My daughter, my little sorrowful rose, I am the Queen of Heaven, the Woman clothed with the stars, the moon at my feet and brighter than the noonday Sun! (Our Lady refers to herself in Her image of Our Lady of Guadalupe, to whom I often pray. She expresses the theme of the Catena Legionis antiphon: 'Who is she that cometh forth as the morning rising, fair as the Moon, bright as the Sun, terrible as an army set in battle array?') To me was given the grace of conceiving Immaculately the Incarnate Son of God! Praise God the Father for this Great Love! My child what do you see?"

SJ: Our Lady refers here to the vision described above, and to three other visions that have come to me during the months of June/July.

The first of these occured on June 10, when Father P. called me from Rome. As he prayed with me I was shown a vision. This does not always happen, but today it was a very beautiful vision.

I saw an image of the world, and hovering over it, an image of the Holy Spirit as a dove. Above Him was an image of God the Father. It was like the image of God the Father that is on my website.

Our Lord is below the Fathers right hand, beside the world, and Our Lady is below his left side.

The Fire of the Holy Spirit will burn and change the hearts of those who are OPEN to His Holy Work. In His message of January 8, 1999 Jesus had said we would pass through the Fire of God's Love, the Fire of God's Justice and the Fire of God's Purification. All of these have to do with fire.

As the darkness descends God will use the hearts of mankind that do not stifle the works of the Holy Spirit. Yes, not all will accept. But many will. I pray that we all will allow the Holy Spirit to move us. But we cannot move in what we do not know. Please pray, read Holy Scripture and the teachings of Holy Mother Church. We must all be grounded on the ROCK!

The second vision was given at various times during the months of June and July during prayer and Holy Mass. In the vision I see a bolt of lightening. I call it lightening, but I have never seen lightening like this. It was WIDE and striking repeatedly. I also see the Resurrected Jesus over to the side and He points to the heavens. There in the heavens is the illuminated cross. As I am gazing at it, the Corpus of Jesus appears on the Cross. This vision also refers to the illumination of conscience.

The third vision was during one of the prayer cenacles, and was repeated at other times during prayer. In this vision I see Jesus sitting in a confessional behind a screen. I can see the shadow of someone on the other side of the screen. Jesus is looking at me very INTENTLY. His gaze is loving, but serious. He is holding his fingers and hand up giving absolution. Jesus does not speak aloud, but I am given this understanding: "Tell them ALL to go to confession."

MARY: On this morning I greet you with great love and motherly tenderness as you remember our first conversation seven years ago. This day brings you great graces and blessings. You have seen the hunger in the faces of my children and their hearts will burn with the words spoken by you, but given by the Holy Spirit. My Beloved Spouse brings great conviction to His Words!

The signs spoken of over and over to you are even now in the process of becoming a reality. Yes, I have striven to shorten this great time of the bloody persecution. I have striven to bring all Gods children home to the Father, home to the Mercy of My Son Jesus, whose Heart is so full of Love and compassion.

"BE NOT AFRAID! I take you into my Immaculate Heart, Garden of God's Love. I, to whom has been given the task of bringing Satan under my heel, come to reassure with these words."

"The heavens will flash with the brightness of light that will bring fear and terror to some! Others, well prepared, will pass into the greatest work of love. For this daughter of mine (the Church), so loved by Me and so wounded, will be eclipsed. For a moment it will seem as though the enemies of God will triumph and reign. But true to HIS WORD, (Jesus') 'the gates of hell shall NOT prevail!'"

This for my children continues to be the greatest sign (indicating the coming) of impending events.

My Son, who absolves and forgives through His brother priests, waits tenderly for His flock to return!

The blows of the Father's Justice will resound in the heavens. It will seem as though the very stars are shaken from their place! Just as you heard in the thunder at Garabandal, so will you know the very voice of God speaking to your heart announcing to you the great prodigious event.

TELL MY CHILDREN: "Do not let the blows of God's Mercy (in His Justice) catch you unaware! Do not let the lack of faith fulfill scripture in you! Do not let the Coming of my Son, Jesus, like the thief in the night, bring terror to your heart! Oh Great and terrible is the Day of the Lord! Only those who allow the Spirit of God to speak to their hearts and whisper the secrets of God; only those who approach the Father with the simplicity of a child (will be ready). A child goes asking, KNOWING he will not be turned away. You are the ones called now to ready yourselves for this Battle of Love for the souls Jesus, My Son, yearns for! Keep His Peace in your hearts. DO NOT allow your hearts to be troubled! The Father of Love permits not one thing to harm you, but all things to strengthen you."

As the Magi looked to the heavens and found the announcement of the birth of the Messiah, so too now! Look to the heavens, for they announce to you the Second Coming of My Son, Jesus, in Glory! Be not afraid, my daughter, tell my children: "BE NOT AFRAID!"

October 13, 1999
1:30 p.m.

(Today after Holy Mass)

JESUS: I call you to take up your pen and write the dictations of My Heart, this Heart so full of Love for my children. Yes! I am the Lion of the Tribe of Judah! Born of My Mother, I lived, died, and was resurrected, to the Glory and Praise of the Holy Trinity!

I am the Lion of the Tribe of Judah and I will win over my enemies! I will bring the hearts of all under my kingship and I will reign in the hearts of all mankind! Kings and kingdoms will be brought into my Holy Reign. The Queen of Heaven and of mankind will bring this triumphant victory swiftly to the children of God!

We have heard the cries and lamentations of all. But even louder the prayers and sweet acts of adoration have risen as incense to the throne room of God. The time of trial and of tribulations and sorrow has been shortened for the sake of the elect!

Describe your visions.

SJ: Since my last vision and explanation, which was received on August 1, 1999, I have been shown the following vision at various times of prayer. I see a "shower of stars" falling toward earth. This reminds me of a vision given long ago in which I saw the seven angels of the Lord hurling down to earth glowing objects like stars. I was given the understanding that these represented the destruction and catastrophic disasters that would be sent to earth for punishment and purification. My understanding is that these falling stars indicate an increase in the severity of natural disasters and in the loss of life they cause. I also believe this "shower of stars" will bring cosmic repercussions. I am not sure if they are little meteors, but they are something of that nature.

Earlier the same day, as Father J. is elevating the Body and Blood of Our Lord Jesus Christ at Mass, I see a flash of light. Then as I look upon the Host, broken in two, I see a vision of one half of the Host suddenly being thrown to the floor and a foot stomping on it to destroy it. Needless to say, this is very disturbing. I then am shown, during my thanksgiving, an image of the Sacred Heart of Jesus. From the image of His Sacred Heart comes forth a Host, again broken in two. One half is held aloft for adoration, the other half is thrown down. Again, I see a foot stomping on the Host.

Jesus (continues): The time arrives for all humanity to undergo the greatest of all trials. You will see my True Church broken in two! You will see them TRY to stamp out belief in My True Presence! This will happen as a result of the crowning title given to my mother, Mary: Co-redemptrix, Mediatrix and Advocate of all Graces!

Behold! The doors open and you will see great destruction, chaos, and devastation. But you will also behold great wonders of God and the greatest prodigy of Grace and Divine Mercy to transform those who will accept this grace! Over and over again I call to all who would listen. Behold when the Son of Man returns to earth, do not be caught off guard! This has all been spoken of many times before. I will move the very bowels of the earth, the rumblings of which are already being seen. There are those (people) who do not see what is known to ME. There are plans being made to bring about a planned state of chaos and confusion. But I will use these very instruments in my Justice to humble and bring all to submission.

No longer will the old, filled with wisdom, be cast aside. No longer will the cries of the innocent (those babies lost to abortion) be heard in Heaven crying for vengeance. ALL life will be held sacred for I gave this Sacred Body, Blood, Soul and Divinity to give everlasting life! The Church will be restored. There will be one flock, and there will be one shepherd. Truth will be known in all hearts, everywhere.

Hold fast to that which is placed in your heart. I will bring it about.

Persevere, my children. Be vigilant and awake! When you LEAST expect, you will feel the repercussions of my justice! I AM with you to the end! The gates of hell WILL NOT prevail! These are my promises and they are tried and true.

You, my sentinel, must tell all: "Stand firm! The shaking comes! Be ready and alert! My Grace obtained by my mother will carry you through! BE NOT AFRAID!"

SJ: And what of C.?

JESUS: C. will rest in the bosom of her God and the Cross (of Peace) will rise to bring fulfillment of her mission. The lights of heaven will shine forth all around the world!

I bid you Blessings and Peace to all who believe!

SJ: Amen! Thank you Jesus.

Note to these visions and explanations:
My brothers and sisters in Christ, I greet you in the Name of the Lord Jesus Christ! As you can tell from the dates, the visions and explanations continue to come less and less frequently. I ask you all to continue to persevere, for this is a virtue that does not come easily. Keep placing one foot in front of the other, and continue a life of prayer, in spite of the attacks, in spite of the dryness, in spite of the falling away of many others who were once a part of the "remnant."

These visions indicate again, as in the many other messages, the cosmic phenomena that will accompany the Warning, or mini-judgement of our souls. I was given an understanding that the vision of doors opening concerned the opening of the Holy Door, for the Jubilee Year 2000. This door will be opened Christmas Eve by the Holy Father John Paul II, provided that we keep praying for his strength. In this "Year of Favor" of the Lord, because of our prayers united to Jesus' Holy Cross, God will grant special graces of conversion to all those who NEED them! Many of your loved ones (and mine) will be saved by means of your faithfulness to prayer and TRUST, if only they will open their hearts to receive God's grace.

The vision of the foot stomping on the Eucharist deepens my understanding of the meaning of the Woman crushing the head of the serpent in Genesis, Chapter 3. The enemies of the Church want to stamp out our belief in the truth of the Real Presence. But that belief is what makes us uniquely Catholic. Our Lady will STAMP OUT THE CAUSE OF THIS DIVISION, who is satan.

The desecration of the Holy Eucharist and continued apostasy in the Church continue to be the greatest signs for us that we are in the end times. The apostasy gives us all the opportunity to WITNESS to what we believe! Our Lord clearly states that there will come a split in the Church when the title of Co-redemptrix is bestowed on Our Lady, in addition to the titles of Advocate, Helper, Benefactress, and Mediatrix, under which she is presently invoked in the Church. WE CANNOT CHANGE WHAT IS HAPPENING! IT WILL HAVE TO BE DEALT WITH DIVINELY! GOD HIMSELF WILL RESTORE THE CHUCH AND THE WORLD! ALL WE HAVE TO DO IS KEEP THAT IN OUR HEARTS!

The coming Era of Peace will be the EUCHARISTIC REIGN OF JESUS AND THE TRIUMPH OF THE IMMACULATE HEART OF MARY! Mary's TRIUMPH is to bring about the Eucharistic Reign of Jesus! The more they try to stamp out our belief in the Real Presence of Jesus Christ in the Eucharist, the more God will raise up worshippers from stones to praise Him! We must give witness in a quiet way, not arguing, but firmly defending. The only way we can do that is to LEARN, LEARN, and LEARN! Read scripture, listen to apologetic tapes, videos, and LEARN THE MASS! Don't just take up space in the Mass, but PRAY the Mass. Learn the meaning of the several parts, and of the rubrics of the Mass. Holy Mother Church is the only one to whom Christ has given authority to determine how the Mass shall be celebrated, and she has provided guidelines that we, the faithful, can learn.

Most importantly, if we are receiving the Eucharist daily, receiving frequent sacramental confession, reciting the rosary each day, and attending weekly prayer cenacles, then we have nothing to fear. This is the common thread of the true messages of Our Lady and Our Lord.

I have just returned from speaking to brothers and sisters of great faith in Montana. We are not very many, but WE ARE STRONG! I find this to be true no matter where the Lord has taken me to speak. Too many people are placing dates on events and misinterpreting the messages. They want to be ready to avoid the pain, but they don't want to truly change their way of living! Most of the people I have met have undergone the "sifting" and are still persevering!

Jesus wouldn't have said, "When the Son of Man returns to the earth will He find any faith?" if He hadn't known this would happen. (Luke18: 8)

The final lines of the message, "…the lights of heaven will shine forth all around the world,…" refer to us here in Santa Maria, California who have been praying that the Cross of Peace will rise to be a symbol of consolation and grace to many people. In another vision I was shown many illuminated crosses rising into the heavens. As I dared to ask the Lord a question, I was given the understanding that these illuminated crosses would rise in the heavens and the remnant would be led to these various places.

Led by Fr. Jim Anderson, we have been "storming heaven" since July. One Sunday a month we gather in Priesker Park and we pray the 15 decades of the Rosary, listen to spiritual talks and then conclude the day of prayer with a procession and Benediction of the Blessed Sacrament. We pray for all projects that are currently "under construction." Whether your project for Christ is a statue, a cross, a shrine, a prayer group, a religious community, a monastery or whatever the project, we are united with you. Please pray for us here too.

Our next day of prayer will be November 21,1999, in honor of the feast of Christ the King. The last Sunday will be on the feast of Our Lady of Guadalupe, December 12, 1999. On that day we will also honor Our Lady under the title of the Immaculate Conception.

Please, do not be the ones Our Lady speaks about who, she says, read messages and then place them in a drawer to be forgotten. Live them! Through you, your prayers, sufferings and sacrifices, WE WILL WIN WITH OUR LADY AND JESUS!

Thank you, to all the people who pray daily for me. For those who regularly donate generously, for those who continue to be the "maintenance" workers, and for those who keep the activities going on at the House of Prayer, whether I am there or not, to all of you,

THANK YOU!
Sadie Jaramillo

SJ: As I was preparing for mass I began to hear Our Lady. I began to cry because I had not "heard" anything since October 13, 1999. I use the word heard, but that isn't really how it is. Words fail miserably to convey the way the locution comes. But I share this part of the account because it may inspire some of you, my brothers and sisters in Christ, to persevere.

I had again been plummeted into something like "the dark night of the soul." I could find NO consolation. I would cry out to Jesus and Mary and there would be NOTHING. But since prayer and faith do not depend on my feelings, I persevered. I have also experienced, during these past weeks, persecution. Again, feeling quite disheartened, I cried out to the Lord. During one of these times I felt like I would just give in to the temptations of doubt and attacks of the evil one. Again I cried, from the depths of my heart. I heard nothing. So, with faith like a child, I said "Jesus, console my heart, I know you hear me, console my heart, for I feel I cannot go on. I know you will speak to my heart for I trust in you." I was at that point in tears, but then suddenly I was given the inspiration to get my copy of the Diary of Sister Faustina: "Divine Mercy in My Soul." I said to Jesus, "I know you will speak to me through your words to Blessed Faustina." I randomly opened the book to page 533. My eyes fell to the bold passage where Jesus speaks.

It started with Jesus saying: "My beloved child, delight of My Heart, your words are dearer and more pleasing to me than the angelic chorus. All the treasures of My Heart are open to you. Take from this Heart all that you need for yourself and for the whole world. For the sake of your love, I withhold the just chastisements, which mankind has deserved. A single act of pure love pleases Me more than a thousand imperfect prayers. One of your sighs of love atones for many offenses with which the godless overwhelm Me. The smallest act of virtue has unlimited value in My eyes because of your great love for Me. In a soul that lives on My love alone, I reign as in heaven. I watch over it day and night. In it I find My happiness; My ear is attentive to each request of its heart; often I anticipate its requests. O child, especially beloved by Me, apple of My eye, rest a moment near My Heart and taste of the love in which you will delight for all eternity.

But child, you are not yet in your homeland; so go, fortified by My grace and fight for My kingdom in human souls; fight as a king's child would; and remember that the days of your exile will pass quickly, and with them the possibility of earning merit for heaven. I expect from you, My child, a great number of souls who will glorify My mercy for all eternity. My child, that you may answer My call worthily, receive Me daily in Holy Communion, it will give you strength..." (1)

These words were enough for me. I cried all the harder, for it was as though Jesus had been there in person, talking to me.

MARY: I, who stood at the foot of the Cross, praised the Eternal Father for the gift of His Son! I, who stood at the foot of the Cross, praised the Eternal Father that I, humble Virgin of Nazareth, would give birth to the Son of God: Word of God, made man by the power of the Holy Spirit! Yes my little sorrowful rose, I praise God for Jesus' coming in the flesh!

I have wanted to console you and through you my other children. You have been plunged into the dark night of the soul and there, persevered through the testing. You know in your heart the words of consolation given to you, and by which means it was given. (Our Lady is referring to the words described above of Sister Faustina's Diary.)

I have come to ask you to, a little while longer, PERSEVERE. Few are they who continue to live the messages of the heart. For that is how I have spoken, that is how I have chosen, through the Will of God, my instruments: through the heart! Each one is accomplishing through the means they have been given, the Will of God: to become transformed into little vessels of love, little victims of love. For I am your Mother, and the Mother who saw and heard the cries of your heart. I see them still. I will NEVER abandon my children. I am here to lead my remnant to the Great Victory and Triumph of my Heart! And what is this Triumph: that ALL will know the EUCHARISTIC LORD! In this victory ALL enemies of this Truth will be brought low!

In this (coming) year of (God's) favor, in this year of great blessings, in this year that brings three preparatory years of Mercy to a close, you will cross the great Threshold of Hope and Joy into the (next) millennium where God will place ALL enemies under His feet. I will lead and protect my army to a great (spiritual) Victory! This Victory will allow all hearts to reconcile themselves to their creator!

What you have labored for, what you have suffered for, you will only see in the Glory of heaven! (Here Our Lady refers to those of us who have responded to the requests of Jesus and Mary to pray and be willing to suffer for souls.) Souls will see and rejoice in the Great Light! Souls will see and be brought forth from darkness. Souls will see in the fullness of TRUTH the Great Mercy of God!

I wish to encourage you and all in this time of rejoicing! Those prepared on the Rock (faith in Jesus and his holy Church) will triumph with me!

My Son has already announced to you the great catastrophes that will befall this humanity. The earth will shake, for the justice of God; kingdoms will fall, for the justice of God; idols will be destroyed, for the justice of God; nations plotting destruction will be crushed, for the justice of God; the enemies of Christ will be destroyed, for the JUSTICE OF GOD IS A MIGHTY THING!

The scales will soon turn and my Triumph will be seen in a more forceful way by those with eyes to see and ears to hear.

I, the Queen of Heaven and the Mother of this humanity come to ask you to Rejoice, O little ones of God! In this year of favor will be seen the Great Light, REJOICE!

I bless and hold you and all who believe in My Immaculate Heart!

SJ: AMEN!
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1. Diary of Blessed Sister M. Faustina Kowalska, Third Ed., Blessed Sister M. Faustina Kowalska, Marians of the Immaculate Conception, Stockbridge, MA, 1966, p.533