The following accounts have been given over a period of time.

MAY 18, 2003

While preparing to receive the Eucharist at mass, interiorly I have been conversing with each person of the Trinity.

Suddenly there is a vision of this “ball” of fire that I have been shown many times during the course of these eleven (11) years.  It is like the image on the cover of my book, "The Great Sign".  But this one differs in that the image is HUGE and blue/white in color.  It seems magnified  compared to the other visions given to me.  I am surprised because it is before I receive Jesus in the Eucharist....as I return to my seat and continue with my thanksgiving, I see the above vision again.  I also hear Jesus in response to my offering my communion for John Paul II today on his birthday.  Jesus says, "My Vicar's time draws near."

MAY 20, 2003

I begin to hear Jesus interiorly and I test.  The vision described above continues to be shown to me at various times of prayer.

Jesus: my mothers little sorrowful rose you are held in the bosom of my Sacred Heart and I do not leave you alone.  I find great delight in your soul and from your interior communes with ME.  Though you have felt abandoned and dry, you continue to persevere.  The prayers uttered from you immediately become as my own (prayers).  The Will of My Father is accomplished in the answers to these prayers.

You are humbled and aware of your wretchedness, yet you TRUST and never fail to fly to ME in the sacrament of healing. (Confession).  There, graces received by you are leading you along the road of faith and final perseverance.  Though many know not what works are on going in your soul and you seem despised and persecuted, this is a sign of my work through and (in) you.

Why do you think this vision (of the heavenly body) is again (shown) to you?  The (size of the) image shows the nearness of what will catch many unprepared for and aware of.  There is great cause to rejoice for you, (and for) my people.  What they have judged as delay, has been mercy!  Yet this time has been time to prepare.  Prepare for the Kingdom of My Father!  Prepare for the fulfillment of MY PRAYER:  For the Will of God to be done on earth as it is in heaven.

Amongst my remnant there are those who have the eyes and ears to see and hear.  The Spirit of God cannot be contained.  He goes at will to hearts open to know the TRUTH.  The more this TRUTH is suppressed; the more this TRUTH is denied;  the more this TRUTH is fought, THE GREATER WILL BE MY VICTORY!  THE GREATER THE TRIUMPH OF MY MOTHER’S IMMACULATE HEART!

Everywhere remnants of my people gather and pray; gather and spiritually receive the grace and fire of the Holy Spirit.  The work of the Spirit of God and all devotions are leading to the Will of God the Father! 

Recall the vision of the church.

(This message was originally given to me on April 22, 1994.)

“......Prayer my child is the only weapon.  Few are those who prefer to be with Me to console Me in My loneliness.  The spirit of the antichrist and his reign is close at hand.  Do not my children know scriptures?  My children are left without shepherds to prepare them.  The priests have left My Church as all others.  Empty with no presence or sign of My sacrifice.  The church is being nailed to the cross.  But this Church will rise, resplendent and refined, purified; and once again bring glory to the Alpha and Omega, the Lord and Master of all, the True One.  (as I received these words, I simultaneously saw a cross and to the left, a church that seemed to be falling apart,  as if it were being smashed by a large hammer.  To the right of the cross, I saw a beautiful church, with very ornate carvings and very brilliant.)

Jesus continues:     The cleansing and purification (of the church and the world) IS necessary!  Woe, Woe, Woe! to those unfaithful shepherds who refuse the great outpouring of mercy and grace!  It WOULD be better had they never been born! 

Your work, (apostolate), though small, is working in union with many others to pray for these priests.

In emptying yourself totally, you are thus free to be filled with ME; you receive a multitude of graces.  For you have come to the understanding these graces are not just for you, but for all those I send to you, and to all those you go forth to give witness to.

Yes, my Vicar’s time of immolation approaches, thus proclamation of this last Dogma (Mary, Co-Redemptrix and Advocate of all Graces) will crown his pontificate.

 Though few, not many, have risen to a heroic degree in responding to the calls of heaven it has been sufficient to mitigate and appease the Father’s Just Indignation and Wrath!

Be watchful therefore for all that has been given to signal the great changes approaching.  Let those who wonder why the Spirit of God is raising little apostolate’s for sanctification realize the harvest IS ripe for the harvesting!  Before it is stolen I am establishing the Reign of the Two Hearts, to bring the Divine Will of the Father! 

Recall the message of the storm.

(This message was originally given to me September 18, 1995.)

During a dream, I heard Jewish songs, singing and chanting and I see this lady with other people scurrying about and she says , “You better go now and get ready!”  I asked, “Why?”  She replied, “Because there is a storm, the likes of which humanity has never seen, and it’s coming soon.”  The lady was short and rather stout.  She had black hair, but I didn’t recognize her.  I woke up and felt very moved by what I had seen and heard.)

The above dream was clarified for me on September 21, 1995.

......A storm of enormous proportion, death, and destruction, will strike.  The storm revealed in your dream.  There will follow, as a continuous scourge, one disaster after another.  Amid great confusion and turmoil will the great warning come!

We will continue later.  Go in my peace!

Vision given May 22, 2003

While preparing to receive the Eucharist at mass, I was conversing with each person of the Trinity as is my custom.  Suddenly there was an interior vision.  I tested and rebuked it in the Name of Jesus.

Jesus answered me, “It is I, the lover of your soul and the delight of your spirit who came in the flesh once and am preparing to come again that gives this to you.

The vision I am shown is as follows:  I am shown John Paul II kneeling before an altar with Jesus exposed in the monstrance.  He is wearing the cope and humeral veil that is used for Benediction.

Little by little as if a camera lens zooms outward more images are revealed.  I then see that there is an image of a person, all dressed in black, depicting intrinsic evil.  This person seemingly has reached the Pope’s back, so that he is standing right behind the Holy Father.  It seems that the Holy Father is aware of this evil though he is not looking at this image.  John Paul's gaze is looking forward and he is looking at Jesus.  To the left of this vision is Our Lady.  Again more is revealed as the vision continues to zoom outward.  I then see John Paul II stand and takes the few steps to the altar and gets the monstrance in his hands hidden with the humeral veil and raises the monstrance high above his head......and gives Benediction to an “ocean” of people.  Framing this entire vision is a rosary.  I am given the understanding that the evil depicted above is freemasonry.

JUNE 4, 2003

Today after receiving the Holy Eucharist I profoundly felt the presence of Jesus and began to receive words from Him. 

JESUS:     "Go now. I have called you my sentinel. Take up your watch and tell my people not much longer.  Let nothing disturb your peace! For all (of this) has been foretold.  Let those who would continue in apathy continue to do so; let those who continue in their disbelief continue to do so; but this I say to them: YOU WILL BE RUDELY AWAKENED FROM YOUR APATHY! YOU WILL SEE A MIGHTY WORK OF THE LORD SO THAT YOU WILL NO LONGER CONTINUE IN YOUR DISBELIEF! Now my mothers little sorrowful rose, go, take up your watch! I am watching with you!  Let these words console and comfort my people.  I bless you and all who believe."

Peace!

sj: AMEN!

My prayer is that you, my brothers and sisters of the remnant, will be consoled and encouraged.  We must keep our eyes focused on Jesus and Mary and continue to pray.  As the remnant becomes smaller and smaller and suffering seems to increase, be encouraged!  God is TRUSTING you with that suffering.  He KNOWS you can carry it, suffer it, pray through it.  God also knows He CAN trust you to offer it back to Him for the salvation of more souls!  For this is the only thing that is important....souls.

The vision with John Paul II is symbolic of what he has given the church by the most recent encyclical on the Eucharist.  By defining AGAIN the truth of Jesus' presence in the Eucharist, and the apostolic letter on the Rosary and Our Lady, by proclaiming the year of the rosary from October 2002 to October 2003, he IS preparing the church and the world for the dogma.  He also knows that the entrustment of the church, the world, and all of the faithful to Our Lady is KEY for what happens to us in future events.

These are TRUTHS that the enemies would like to suppress and eliminate.  We in Our Lady's army continue, knowing we have lost battles, but knowing we WILL WIN THE WAR!

Jesus' asking me to recall visions given long ago have a deeper meaning today than they did back then.  The storms are the turbulant times we are living in.  Suffering abounds everywhere!  Yet, there will be an increase of the natural storms, and weather that is not your usual, but more and more we will see the UN-usual.

The church is going through a painful purification, but it is NECESSARY.   Here is the constancy of the saints.  To pray and pray and pray some more.  While we laity cannot be on our knees all the time, we CAN offer the work of our vocations to Mary and Jesus for souls.  Thus EVERYTHING we do becomes a prayer.  Always remember GOD IS IN CONTROL!

I continue to pray in thanksgiving for all of you.  You are remembered in my daily prayers and mass.

Love in the Two Hearts,

sadie   

MARCH 13, 2003

I must say this before you read the following. This message is not given to place FEAR on anyone. It is to inspire you to do ALL that you can, so that together we can lessen the blows of God's justice. The remnant are not very many anymore. But we are the HEART of the Body of Christ. I dare say we, (priests, religious and laity), are holding up the church and the world. Be encouraged! It must get worse before it gets better. And we all know it is bad in the world. Keep in your heart the promises of Our Lady. Remember the priests, nine of them who were at "ground zero" in Hiroshima. They LIVED TO TELL ABOUT IT. They NEVER HAD CANCER OR RADIATION BURNS. But they gave witness to anyone that would listen and said: "In that house we LIVED OUR LADY'S MESSAGES. WE PRAYED THE ROSARY." Now perhaps you will understand why Our Holy Father has made this the YEAR OF THE ROSARY and given us the new Luminous mysteries. Our Lady's promise was/IS that one day She would ,by means of the rosary and the scapular, SAVE THE WORLD!

THURSDAY night cenacle of the MMP. We have begun to pray the Luminous Mysteries for the cenacle and during the first mystery I was taken aback for interiorly I saw an explosion of light. From that light came running a person and a child. They were burnt and screaming and crying. I could see skin hanging from their arms, face etc. Very quickly I then saw AGAIN people running and crying and screaming. Only this time they were covered in a powder. (Much the same way they looked in 9-11. I was shown that vision in 1996). They were running where there are high skyscrapers, for I could see the skyline behind the people running. In my heart I believe it is someplace in Manhattan again. Again the scene changed and I was shown people with large sores....a clear liquid oozing from them. Sorrow, sorrow, sorrow! That is all I could "feel"...I began to cry. Something I do not do during the cenacle. But this was overwhelming..

I was then shown Maria Esperanza lying on a bed. She had her eyes closed and a white rose came forth from her chest. I began to hear her interiorly, "Acuerdate lo que te dije" ..... (remember what I told you).

I have to go back to the last time I was in Betania. October 7, 2001. We were there when the US retaliated against Afghanistan. Maria was in such a state that we were not able to meet with her. But we were told by her husband to call by phone, which Wendy and I did. I was able to speak with Maria by phone.

It was an answer to my prayers that I had gone to Betania with in my heart. Since the second trip was very hard and from that a very difficult situation came forth that I had to deal with, I was plagued with doubts. I had told Our Lady and Jesus that I only had one request for that trip. For them to please meet the needs of all the prayer intentions and petitions I had taken. But for myself I wanted to hear from Maria's lips that she would be my spiritual mother. I had told the Lord that would by my "Gideon's fleece". If I did not hear it from Maria's lips then I would pack up and go away. I didn't know where, because I have NO place to go.

When it was clear that we would not be meeting with Maria I took that as an answer and in my heart was already wondering where I was "going to go." But then I was able to speak with Maria personally by phone. I was just getting ready to ask her to be my spiritual mother and we were cut off. Again I was disheartened, but we ran upstairs to the room and called again from there. Wendy handed me the phone and when someone answered it was Maria's husband Geo. I told him that I had been speaking to Maria but we had been cut off. He then told me that she had gone to bed for she was not well. My heart sunk again, realizing that I would not be able to speak to her and that I again had "my sign". But I asked him if he could repeat what she was telling me. Geo began to fill me in on what Maria had been saying that I could not hear due to the bad connection and the fact we were in the hotel lobby. All of a sudden he said, "Maria Esperanza has presented herself again to speak to you." She was on the phone again! I was crying when she was telling me the things that have kept me going. But she was very forceful when she told me, "YOU MUST CONTINUE TO WALK WITH COURAGE. AND IN PEACE....." But from the start of this conversation, BEFORE I had a chance to ask her, she began to call me, "hija" ("my daughter"), "hijita mia" ("my little daughter"). When I asked her to be my spiritual mother she told me yes I will guide you and intervene for you amongst other things. But when I got off the phone, I realized she ALREADY KNEW WHAT I HAD GONE THERE TO ASK AND SHE HAD GIVEN ME THE ANSWER WHEN SHE BEGAN TO CALL ME DAUGHTER.

Hearing Maria tell me, "Remember what I told you", and seeing her this way, I know she is asking for help to intercede to heaven that all that was shown to me will not happen! I was still crying during the rosary and then I began to hear Our Lady. I had already invoked the Precious Blood of Jesus to cover me and St. Michael to come and protect me. I came against all of this i.e., visions of Maria, and words of Our Lady and commanded them to go if they were not from God.

Our Lady answered me, "my little sorrowfulrose." "It is I your Mother and the Mother of all humanity. The Mother of the Son of God, who lived in the flesh and is coming again." Did you think that I had abandoned you? No. You have been keeping watch with my Son Jesus in the Garden. The faithfulness of your duties to your vocation and your love for my children is pleasing to the Father. You have persevered with no consolation despite trial and rejection. But you walk in imitation of my Son. He suffered first what you are suffering.

Mankind forgets the horror of wars. I ask you again, if you will fast on bread and water for nine days beginning on the Feast of St. Patrick, culminating on the Feast of the Annunciation of Our Lord, my Son.

I could only shake my head in agreement, for I was in the presence of the whole group....

She continued.

If you will assist me in this way, I am able to intervene. Mankind is on the brink of self-destruction. Of annihilation . Before this happens, there will come a great sign for humanity. It is the coming of the last opportunity for mankind to convert. The evil forces are restrained, for they cannot just yet be loosed on humanity. But the time is short and his (the man of iniquity) time is close. For this I ask those who will rise to the occasion to assist me through prayer and fasting. Indeed the pleas of my Sons Vicar, Pope John Paul II have gone unheeded. This too, will be cleansed and up righted. For it is the church that upholds the TRUTH of My Sons Body and Blood, the TRUE PRESENCE that have strayed from that TRUTH. Though that TRUTH IS NOT CHANGED!

The blows of God's justice have not been felt yet, to the degree that is coming! My promises have been given and they are true. The hour of great trial is arrived for you , for this nation, for the world, for the church! Tell them to take refuge immediately in my Immaculate Heart!

The priests that will boldly proclaim the truth and lead their flocks I MYSELF WILL PROTECT! Beloved Sons, do not fear what man can do to you, but rather what the wrath and judgment of God will force you to see in the light of His Divine Light! In THAT light, you will not be able to deny your failure to lead the flock. You will not be able to deny the coldness of heart. You will not be able to deny your propagation of errors! You will not be able to deny the sin you now embrace!

It is the laity that now hold back the wrath of God, together with Me. Together we are winning this battle! Together we are mitigating circumstances that COULD happen. Because of those who heroically rise to prayer. Because of those who LOVINGLY offer their sufferings for the appeasement of justice and the salvation of souls. Because of those who surround my faithful and beloved Priest Sons with prayer that they might continue to lead despite their alienation from the majority (of their brother priests) who deny again the truth.

The second quarter of this year approaches.....suffering, suffering, suffering!
You remain the sentinel of the Lord! Give word!

I bless you in the Name of the Father and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit. AMEN!

JANUARY 27, 2003
I am prompted to write an account of visions and words given to me yesterday and to put them with those received during these last few months.  They are in chronological order.

November 2002
In early November, I attended a retreat given in Sacramento. During the mass, after having received the Holy Eucharist, I was making my thanksgiving and I was shown the needle of the Richter scale wildly going back and forth...indicating a HUGE earthquake...for us here in California.

Although I have been shown this before, it indicates to me the nearness of it happening.

The following is an account given to me on the First Sunday of Advent 2002.

I was alone, without the children. They had gone with their father.

When they are gone I love that I can go to church early to meditate, pray and prepare for mass. As I was "talking" to God as I was praying the prayer for preparation for mass, I began to receive "words" from God the Father...I can count on my hands the messages I have received from Him. He told me that my love was very consoling to the 3 persons of the Trinity. That even there some hearts were far from them. I thought how can this be? here? where they are so reverent in offering the mass in Latin, and the priests are such wonderful examples of faithfulness to the teaching Magisterium by their own lives? How can this be? But He assured me that it was so. That many do not reach the heart, where I enter with Him to commune, pray, praise, give thanks and to petition Him....

 God the Father asked me to recall a message/vision He had given to me almost 10 years ago, on February 3, 1993. This particular message/vision was given right after Clinton had been elected president. First I was shown God the Father holding the body of Jesus as Our Lady holds Jesus in the sculpted piece of the Pieta.  Then I was shown Jesus impaled on top of the capitol building in Washington DC...as the vision continued,  I was then shown a map of the North American Continent with the USA more pronounced. I saw 7 angels holding bowls with what seemed hot coals. They then began to hurl the coals down to the earth and I KNEW without seeing specifics that it was nothing but devastation and destruction of an extraordinary magnitude. I was also shown the angels beneath the seven angels, but above little lights that indicated the "believers"...showing their protection..... it ended with the world being enveloped in total blackness and the Father telling me, "See the darkness they say will not come. pray my daughter, while there is still yet time."

This was given to me as I said almost 10 years ago. It will be 10 years February 3 of 2003, this year.  To read a full account of that message please refer to my book.  It is on page 63 of Volume I of "The Great Sign".  It mistakenly says "Jesus" as the one who is giving the message.

Well on that first Sunday of Advent (November 2002), God the Father asked me to recall that message, which I can as if it was yesterday. He then said, "I tell you now my daughter, there is NO more time." "My mercy will be eclipsed by my justice.  Pray my daughter".....then holy mass began and the locution stopped.....

For the New Year, the prayer group gathered to pray and to get together for some fellowship.  We began at 9:00 p.m. to pray the Joyful mysteries of the rosary.  At 10:00 p.m. the Luminous, 11:00 p.m. the Sorrowful and ten minutes to midnight we began the Glorious to mysteries to be praying while the New Year came in.

During the rosary Jesus told me the following:  Jesus said, “My heart is consoled by the few of the remnant who continue to hold vigil with prayer.  I tell you my daughter, this year you will find yourselves on your knees for the greater part (of the year).”

The vision given to me at Holy Mass  Sunday, the 18th of January, 2003.

As does frequently happen, after I had received the Holy Eucharist, and had begun to thank God for this great miracle I began to be shown a vision.  I pleaded the Blood of Jesus to cover me, (and) prayed against it if it was not of God.  But Jesus answered me and told me to "watch":

I began to see a large field with a vast amount of sheep.  Interspersed in this number of sheep were black ones.  Very few compared to the white ones.  Suddenly over to one side of the field, there is a cliff and Jesus is there rescuing a black sheep that has fallen off the cliff and landed on a ledge, perilously close to falling the rest of the way down.

Jesus bends down and reaches over the side of the cliff, lifts the sheep up and then tenderly holds this sheep to his breast, strokes it and gently puts it down.

In a way I cannot explain, I am given the understanding and I know that the “black sheep” is symbolic of a soul that has been through the dredges of sin.  Jesus’ rescue is what happens to that soul when we come to Him.  In the action of Jesus tenderly holding the sheep to His breast, stroking it and gently putting it down is what can happen to a soul that allows itself to be cleansed  by Jesus’ power.  This is the sweet surrender of our vices and our will.  One by one as permission is given by the soul, Jesus can overcome all of our defects.

January 26, 2003

Preparing for mass I began to receive by locution the following from St. Michael.  When I realized that I was receiving a locution I tested it in the Name of Jesus and asked then to be covered by the Precious Blood.  He addressed me and gave me to understand he had been sent to give "notice" on us....but what he told me I could not write, because it was before Sunday mass and I never travel with pen and paper in public.

Thus this morning, January 27, 2003, while I was in prayer with the Holy Spirit I prayed that it might be recalled.

What follows is what I received:

“I am Michael, Archangel and protector of Gods people.  I too worship and adore the Christ; sent by God to walk in the flesh.  He died, was resurrected and ascended back to His Father!”

I am sent to announce:

From this point on you are on the Fathers watch of Mercy.  The escalation of grave events quickens to the hearts of Gods people the impending Triumph of the Two Hearts, (It began) in the hearts of a few (and) will soon be made manifest in the hearts of all.

The cosmic light will bring these things and pierce the darkness besides!

From this point on you are on the Fathers watch of justice!  This land will know the hour of its defeat and be brought low through the angels (who are) hurling the coals (of Gods justice) which brings great upheaval and catastrophic events; these will bring the end of its greed and desire to oppress!

The hand of God is restrained by the Queen of Heaven who works to intervene.  You sentinel of the Lord; keep watch with Her.  Your prayers for mercy are heard; your sufferings offered are received.  You are linked to the heart of hope!  Pray and watch!  Give thanks and receive!

Benedictions!  Peace!

sj: AMEN!

I then left Holy Mass and went to a “super bowl” cenacle, which my old prayer group and I have had to make reparation for the many who are adoring the idol of the football.

During the rosary, I kept being shown the ball of fire with a tail, like what is on the front cover of my book, speeding through the blackness of space....

The reference to “the cosmic light”..... which I have always been given to understand is the warning, is close.  I also was given to understand, for I saw very quickly like slides being flashed before me...floods, earthquakes, tornadoes, wind storms, severe ice storms, empty store shelves, people yelling at each other and fear in their faces would precede the warning.  Many of these natural disasters are symbolized by the "hot coals" the seven angels are hurling down to earth, which reference is made to and are in the previous account which I have already shared with you. 

Thus my brothers and sisters in the Lord, during these last few months, I have been compelled to deep prayer.  I spend most of my days in prayer, in between the duties of my vocation.  Prayer for what the Trinity places on my heart, or Our Lady.  These are times not to spend fearfully OR frivolously.  Take this time of mercy, which is about to end, and pray for the justice of God to reap as many souls as possible.  His justice WILL BE mercy to many who refuse Him now.  The eclipsing of mercy by justice will be like an eclipse.  Slow, but sure.

In the account of Jesus and the sheep, if He will do whatever He can to get to that sheep who has fallen over a cliff, then will He not do whatever it takes to protect "his sheep"?  That is why He gave me that vision.  To show in the tenderness and love of his holding the sheep, that same love and tenderness is ours ALL THE TIME!

DO NOT FEAR!  WALK WITH COURAGE AND JOY!  TO KNOW THE TWO HEARTS OF JESUS AND MARY IS TO HAVE JOY UNSPEAKABLE IN THE MIDST OF PERSECUTIONS!

Love in the Trinity,

sadie